Migraines suck. Ask any migraineur, and they’ll tell you. A migraine isn’t just a headache, it’s a neurological problem that tends to come with other symptoms too.. For me, sometimes it’s hard to speak or hard to think. Sometimes the rest of my body gets really sore. Sometimes tinnitus flares up loudly, and I get […]
the relentless motion of time
time moves in strange ways for me. the hours feel slow but the days fly by. much of my time is repetitive and unremarkable, but suddenly i’m twenty years older. my health has been stuck on a plateau for a while. the first part of this year was pretty harsh, but things have at least […]
Earth, Revised
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Safe
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Ides of March
It’s wild how much a subwoofer can add to a sound system. I just got this one for my home studio setup and everything sounds about 1000x better. It actually makes me want to listen to music more often. Listening to the latest Fugazi release at my studio desk. This year has gotten off to […]
Songwriting Class // Take Me
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My Favorite Things
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Still Life
Friend— The holiday season has so far been eventful yet uneventful for me. A few weeks ago, I went to Philadelphia to get infused with ketamine for 5 nights straight. It was supposed to help with migraines and possibly even with some of my fatigue. However, my headaches dramatically improved on their own in the […]
Filmless Scoring
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Trip Interrupted
You may be wondering how my planned hospital stay went? You know, where I was supposed to get pumped full of ketamine for five days at a hospital in Philadelphia to treat my migraines? I’ve been talking it up for a bit, but it did not go as planned! The IV control unit dosing out […]